...MY LIFE....

..It turns out that life is less than I expected...colored with pain and happiness...but I try 2do my best to be the best dad an hubby...though so many hope and dreams passes by...but I will keep trying... As s'one I used to know told me that life isn't about what we get,but about the struggle and the fight..it won't stop till you closed your eyes for goodd .."Ain't about what's waiting on the other side...its the climb" as miley cyrus said.
..But I believe that اَللّهُ knows what best for me beyond my logical thoughts...so I just put all my hopes and dreams to اَللّهُ ...
"Dear اَللّهُ , I believe that u will give me what best for me, but please also fulfill my dreams and hopes..(-hihihihiii maksa.com),aamiin, oh I almost forgot dear اَللّهُ thx for the joy and happiness all these years its really makes me smile and believes that you love me..and I expect a billion more of those, years to come ..aamiin ya اَللّهُ ya robbal alamiin".

.......................End of fairy tales.............ya iyalahh..come on reza wake up !!! Its a life...

A special Thanks for our DAD

Dear Father,
We never thought your leaving us so soon
Still fresh in our mind how much you love us very much,
Caring, loving, patience that’s what you showed us
We never said enough thank you for what you have gave us.

Thank you for always
Being there for your care
And the special and true Understanding
We shared.
Thank you for words not said,
When words cannot mend.
And also the thoughtful care
And love that you lend.
Thanks you for the life,
That you gave us,
And especially the love,
Even blindness could see.
Thank you for the screaming and shouting
To get through, And for all those times
When we needed you!
Thanks for knowing and not knowing what to do.
Thanks for easing and pulling us trough
Thanks for the times, you listen and you do
And thank you, most especially for being our father.

When we think of all the things you do
the ways in which you care,
We're filled with a sense of gratitude
and pride that is always there.
We seldom take the time to tell you
that we're happy you're our dad,
so we'll tell you now what's in our hearts,
“You're the best that we ever could have”.

There is this past that is really past.
There is us, suddenly without you.

But your life continues in our hearts.
May you be blessed with all the wonder and love the Universe can give. One day we will meet again as we lean against tree trunks and embrace plants whose leaves live forever...


***Your beloved children***

metallica

Nothing Else Matters

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say
and nothing else matters

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
but I know

Never opened myself this way
Life is ours, we live it our way
All these words I don't just say

Trust I seek and I find in you
Every day for us, something new
Open mind for a different view
and nothing else matters

never cared for what they say
never cared for games they play
never cared for what they do
never cared for what they know
and I know

So close, no matter how far
Couldn't be much more from the heart
Forever trusting who we are
No, nothing else matters

stuck..

walaa...i stuck between 2 choices, back on the street or keeping what i've got (under insane circumtances??!!)
Man!!! Hhmm..hhmm
Is not important about what we want!! It's what we should..damn!!! Right guys..?!!
..s'times life isn't what we expected.. We living in a real world not fairy tale..
A huge steps in my life..big things that i shouldn't make mistakes..or i'll forever live in blue..
1 or 2
2 or 1...hmm thinking..
Can i choose "or" ?? Oh help me god..

DEWI by ALEXA

** for my lovely wife...listen to this

DEWI - ALEXA

Ku tanamkan hatiku tumbuh bersamamu
Tak ‘kan ku petik hingga akhir masa hidupku

[*]
Dengarlah kau dengar
Selama bumi berputar
Ku tetap milikmu

Reff:
Dewi bukalah ke dua matamu
Pandanglah ruang di hatiku
Dewi berikan nafasmu untukku
Agar ku hidup bersamamu.. bersamamu terus bersamamu

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Back to Reff: 2x

Bersamamu terus bersamamu 2x

BUKAN UNTUKKU - rio febrian

Tak kusesali cintaku untukmu
Meskipun dirimu tak nyata untukku
Sejak pertama kau mengisi hari-hariku
Aku t'lah meragu mengapa harus dirimu...

Aku takkan bertahan bila tak teryakinkan
Sesungguhnya cintaku memang hanya untukmu

Sungguhku tak menahan bila jalan suratan

Menuliskan dirimu memang bukan untukku...

Selamanya...

Kadang aku lelah menantimu
Pastikan cinta untukku

Aku takkan bertahan bila tak teryakinkan
Sesungguhnya cintaku memang hanya untukmu Sungguhku tak menahan bila jalan suratan Menuliskan dirimu memang bukan untukku... Selamanya...

OUR MARRIAGE

OUR MARRIAGE

June 2008

Marriage, as a choice, requires choices.
One must choose not once, but every day.
Life offers us a hundred thousand voices,
Yet those we fail to hear fast fade away.
I choose you with all my wounded heart,
You and our children. All the rest
Lies in the distance, charming, but apart
From the circle of the ones with whom I'm blessed.
Our marriage isn't easy, but our love
Is still the force that shapes my daily life.
I want us to be happy, and will move
wherever we must be to keep our family.
I'm yours, and I always want you to be mine for always.
We'll find a way our wishes to combine.

With love,

Your husband

Reza Rasianto PD