Never Tot I Ever Would get Married

I never thought I ever would get married.
I wanted no restraint upon my will.
But like the wind I wanted to be carried
Wherever wish might take me, yearning still.

And then I fell in love with you,
and foundA rock upon which I might build a home,
A place both to and for which I was bound,
So bountiful I had no need to roam.

Freedom cannot be except by choosing,
And choice, if choice it be, of need constrains.
And joy, once had, becomes, for fear of losing,
A horse one rides with firm grip on the reins.
Thus my choice to love you as your husband
Is freely made, yet made for all my life.

Lamaran

Finally gw tunangan en lamaran , on 5-05-05 he he he tanggalan bagus khan !! Actually its our 2nd year anniversary, acaranya di rumah calon mempelai wanita, mulai jam 11.00 - 15.00 di mulai dengan makan sirih sesuai adat istiadat orang aceh dan padang, dan di lanjutkan dengan perkenalan seluruh anggota keluarga 'en ternyata dari saudara kandung2x aja keluarga kita berdua dah lebih dari 75 orang.. woow..pada doyan punya anak kayaknya he he he.

anyway, smua berjalan lancar hikmad dan kekeluargaan, di bawah tenda bagus buatan si adit fako.. he he he thanks man good work !!! and one more smua orang bilang makannya enak..thanks buat sang ibu catering !!!

Satu beban dah terlewati, until next kepada beban2x berikutnya "I wish it could be as smooth as this One!!!".

Sadarku

Sucks, yup sucks !! capek, capek !!!
DAMN gw capek, capek of being such an adult !!
gw pengen LIBURAN, Liburan dari smua kwajiban gw
LIBURAN jadi orang dewasa and smua problem-nya.

Pusing, yup pusing !! Jenuh, jenuh !!
SHITT gw jenuh, Jenuh menghadapi hidup !!
gw pengen SENENG-SENENG, seneng-seneng ampe Muntah
SENENG-SENENG tanpa batas dan batasan-NYA.

Sial, yup sial !! benar-benar sial !!
SIAL, krn gw cuman manusia dewasa biasa dengan segunung masalahnya.
SIAL, krn gw nggak ngerti maksud-NYA.

Maafkan aku TUHANKU, maafkan aku !!
Maafkan aku telah lalai terhadap-MU
Maafkan aku telah bertanya kepada-MU

Aku khilaf TUHANKU, aku khilaf !!
Khilaf akan kewajiban-kewajibanKU
Khilaf akan batasan-batasanKU

Lindungi aku ya ALLAH, lindungi aku !!
Lindungi aku dari smua cobaan-MU
Iringi aku ya ALLAH, iringi aku !!
Iringi aku dalam langkah hidupku- AMIEN

~by Reza Rasianto P~

The New Beginning

"The beginning of something new ,The end of something true
Excitement in the mind replete, A new path to complete.
Some things must come to end
And always we must make amends
Moving on in wary hope,A new thing now with which to cope.

Wondering at how it works,Haven't figured out the quirks
Lots to learn, and lots to give .Starting now, this life to live.
So much gone by overlooked ,A sacrifice for passage booked
The fast lane train, ahead is black .Now or never, not looking back.

Searching frantically for unlocked doors
Open one and close ten more
Choosing right, the secret here
Just go with it, forget the fear.

So much opportunity ,So much room to spread my wings
Close my eyes, just listening .
To the sound of my new beginning".

My Soul Just 4 Me

"To be closer to believing
To be just a breath away
On the death of inspiration
I would buy back yesterday
But theres no crueller illusion
Theres no sharper coin to pay
As I reach out... it slips away

From the opium of custom
To the ledges of extremes
Dont believe it till youve held it
Life is seldom what it seems
But lay your heart upon the table
And in the shuffling of dreams
Remember who on earth you are

I need me
You need you
We want us".

Love is done

The night has a thousand eyes, And the day but one;
Yet the light of the bright world dies, With the dying sun.
The mind has a thousand eyes, And the heart but one;
Yet the light of a whole life dies, When love is done.

~ by Francis W. Bourdillon ~

First love story

The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don't finally meet somewhere.
They're in each other all along.

~ by Maulana Jalalu'ddin Rumi ~